will you ever stop playing the victim?
How am I playing the victim? There’s a difference between sad and self pity. I am sad and I have hurt people, done things I’m not proud of, I won’t deny that. I feel terrible for it. No one is an all over good person and it sucks but that’s the truth. All you can do is better yourself not “play victim” as you say, I know my mistakes and I’m accepting the consequences of my actions.